{"id":5011,"date":"2012-08-31T15:41:29","date_gmt":"2012-08-31T15:41:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/therealhousewife.com\/blog\/?p=5011"},"modified":"2012-08-31T15:41:29","modified_gmt":"2012-08-31T15:41:29","slug":"tough-lesson-learned","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/therealhousewife.com\/blog\/tough-lesson-learned\/","title":{"rendered":"Tough Lesson Learned"},"content":{"rendered":"

For all of you parents who are hating the attitudes and the meltdowns that the first few weeks of school bring, please just know that you are not alone!\u00a0 Just as I mentioned in this <\/a>post last year, starting school has always been hard for Preston and now we have added Lilly Katherine to the mix.\u00a0 Praise the LORD Preston has been much better this week.\u00a0 I guess by third grade he has finally figured out that he HAS to read and it’s not my fault that he has to read!\u00a0 I should also mention that he still LOVES his reading nook<\/a> and reading pillow<\/a> and he uses them everyday!\u00a0 If you need an idea to motivate your little ones to read, something like this <\/a>AND this <\/a>may really help.<\/p>\n

I have to say that what is frustrating me the most about my kids lately is that they absolutely WILL NOT OBEY!\u00a0 I feel like I speak another language or maybe they all have hearing problems!\u00a0 I catch myself screaming the Rush Hour line “Do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth?!?” all too often!\u00a0 They are driving me crazy with disobedience and “delayed” obedience!\u00a0 You know the old “I was gonna do it, but I was just…”<\/p>\n

I find that I am spending WAY TOO MUCH time and effort repeating myself, not being heard, and in turn punishing them.\u00a0 Not fun!<\/p>\n

Anyway, I need to make a little confession that I am no better than my maniacs!\u00a0 I am one of them!\u00a0 I have learned a VERY valuable lesson this week and I really feel like it’s one we all need to hear…or maybe I just need to put it in writing so my head knowledge becomes heart knowledge.<\/p>\n

Over the last few months I have been convicted that my eyeballs are glued to my phone WAY too much!\u00a0 I am not talking about texting and calling people.\u00a0 Of course I text and call, and I will continue to do so.\u00a0 I am talking about my fun apps like Words with Friends (which I love) and houzz, and Facebook, and stinkin’ Pinterest!\u00a0 I have way too many fun things to look at on my phone…and I can justify each one of them.<\/p>\n

Words with Friends keeps my brain sharp, and few things in my life do that right now.<\/p>\n

houzz gives me design ideas for free so I don’t have to buy any home magazines…not like I really ever did that anyway.<\/p>\n

Facebook is my connection to the outside world and allows me to interact with people that are taller than 3 feet!\u00a0 I am a social person and it is a fun way to connect with people.\u00a0 Plus, it is very entertaining in the middle of the night when you are up 37 times nursing a newborn!<\/p>\n

Pinterest is a down-right obsession, and I can easily convince myself it will make me a better wife, mom, cook, cleaner, cake decorator, crafter, etc… as soon as I actually do all the things I pin!<\/p>\n

Well, I have felt the Lord nudging me to get my eyes off of my phone and spend time with my babies.\u00a0 They are young.\u00a0 They are home.\u00a0 They are wanting to play with me…and I am playing Words with Friends (and enjoying it!)\u00a0 Lilly Katherine’s precious Sunday School teacher says (about her grown children) that she would give up all her worldly possessions to spend just one day with her sons as little kids again.\u00a0 WOW!\u00a0 I know I will one day look back and wish that I had spent more quality PLAY time with these maniacs!<\/p>\n

Sometimes the kids play with my phone or beg to play on my computer.\u00a0 I recognize when they have been on my phone too long and quickly remove it from their sticky little hands, and then wipe the screen off because I swear kids hands secrete something awful onto iPhones!\u00a0 I do not love for them to play on my phone, and I rarely let them play on the computer…for many reasons.\u00a0 I strictly limit their time with technology, but I do not hold myself to the same standards.\u00a0 Why?\u00a0 I have no good answer.\u00a0 This is a classic “Do as I say, not as I do” way of parenting and it is not wise or effective!<\/p>\n

Then I pinned something a few weeks ago that said “If you’re too busy to read your Bible or pray, then you are much busier than the Lord intended you to be!” and I was again convicted because this summer a Quiet Time with my Bible was darn near impossible!\u00a0 However, I could have read my Bible app just as easily as I could have searched for chore charts (that I will never make) on Pinterest!<\/p>\n

Also a few weeks ago I realized that I didn’t have an iPhone as I nursed Preston, Lilly Katherine, and AnnaLeigh.\u00a0 Whatever did I do without Facebook and Pinterest as I sat alone, in a quiet dark room, feeding my babies in the middle of the night?<\/p>\n

Oh, I remember…<\/p>\n

I PRAYED FOR THEM!<\/p>\n

I sang to them!<\/p>\n

I looked at THEM, not at a glowing screen!\u00a0 I looked at their sweet little faces and stroked their little heads!\u00a0 I kissed their sweet hands and kissed their tiny little fingers!\u00a0 I thanked the Lord for the opportunity to be the mother of such a precious gift!\u00a0 Have I done that with sweet Georgia?\u00a0 NO!\u00a0 My iPhone and all my “fun” apps have been just as imperative as a burp cloth when I sit down to feed her.<\/p>\n

Knowing that the tugging at my heart for this certain conviction was getting stronger, what did I do?\u00a0 Did I listen?\u00a0 Did I act?\u00a0 Was the Lord screaming “Do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth?”\u00a0 Of course he was!<\/p>\n

However I continued to ignore his request, just like a 3 year old maniac I know, and I justified my obsession and the stronghold in my life…a dumb phone!<\/p>\n

That brings me to last Thursday…<\/p>\n

My phone was so slow as I was trying to take this picture of our last day of summer.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a> I knew my phone was slow because my phone was full of pictures and videos and also because it had not been updated since, well, ever!\u00a0 I am not sure I had ever updated my phone in almost 2 years.\u00a0 Genius!\u00a0 I know.\u00a0 There are reasons, but I’ll spare you the technical details.<\/p>\n

As I slept Friday morning, Brad was on the phone with AT&T trying to backup my phone so he could update it.\u00a0 Somehow in the process, my dear husband restored my phone to factory settings.\u00a0 That’s right!\u00a0 Back to an empty, straight from the store, iPhone!<\/p>\n

Because of my computer situation, we could not restore it to a previous backup because there WERE NO previous backups!<\/p>\n

I was DEVASTATED!!!\u00a0 I literally cried all day long!\u00a0 I was angry and sad and mad, and I was not very fun to be around.\u00a0 He had not only erased all of my contacts, my apps, my songs, my settings, but also all of my pictures, and all of my videos…the birth of my baby, Georgia’s first bath, the kids bathing her, my dying grandmother holding Georgia and talking to her, Lilly Katherine learning to ride a bike, and a million more!<\/p>\n

After I got over the initial shock and devastation, I realized that I had asked for this!\u00a0 I knew almost immediately that this was a result of my total disobedience from what the Holy Spirit was placing on my heart.\u00a0 Why hadn’t I just obeyed?!?\u00a0 I should have put the phone down! I deserved this and He needed to make this painful enough to get my attention!<\/p>\n

The people at Apple said there was nothing we could do.\u00a0 I went to stores that specialize in helping dummies like me, and they couldn’t help me.\u00a0 My “computer geek” dad worked on my phone and my computer all weekend, and recovered absolutely nothing.\u00a0 I tried to restore it with a previous backup from November, in an effort to recover some of my pics and videos, and as it turned out the backup never completed in November, so I could not even get that.<\/p>\n

In the midst of all of this, I decided the Lord wanted my attention and I started by just reading the Psalm and the Proverb that corresponded to the day.\u00a0 This is my go-to when I don’t know what to read for my quiet time.\u00a0 So on August 29, I read Psalm 29 and Proverbs 29, and guess what I found…<\/p>\n

Proverbs 29:1<\/p>\n

“A man who remains stiff-necked after many rebukes will suddenly be destroyed – without remedy”. NIV<\/p>\n

or the New Living Translation says<\/p>\n

“He who stubbornly refuses to accept criticism will suddenly be destroyed beyond recovery.”<\/p>\n

Hmm.\u00a0 Hello Lord!\u00a0 Would you like to be a little more direct?<\/p>\n

My friend asked, “So you really think the Lord erased your phone?” and my response is this…I am positive that Brad erased my phone.\u00a0 I am positive that the AT&T people were of little assistance in the process. I am positive that I was EXTREMELY upset.\u00a0 I am positive that the Lord used this to get my attention.\u00a0 Now, if only my apps had been deleted I am sure I would have just put them back on my phone and rocked on.\u00a0 By deleting EVERYTHING, I realized how dependent I am on that little piece of technical equipment and how much time I spend on it!\u00a0 What happened really got my attention!<\/p>\n

And now for the rest of the story…(and if you read those words and you don’t hear Paul Harvey saying them in your head then you are too young!)<\/p>\n

A local cell phone store gave us the name of a forensic detective (sounds serious!) that could possibly recover any information if there was a shred of info out there.\u00a0 I had very little faith since several people and computer programs were not able to recover the images and videos.\u00a0 He looks through computers for the police department and attorneys in criminal investigations.\u00a0 I’m sure he sees some pretty crazy stuff!<\/p>\n

Brad took my phone and computer to him yesterday and he looked on it for a few minutes and found nothing.\u00a0 He tried almost all of his tricks and nothing!\u00a0 He said to Brad, I may look one more place, and he saw a file that looked rather large.\u00a0 He clicked on a tiny thumbnail of an image and it was a picture of my\u00a0 one week old baby girl asleep on Brad’s shoulder!\u00a0 Oh my goodness!\u00a0 Brad said, “That may be it!”<\/p>\n

He opened a few more images.\u00a0 He saw the video thumbnails.\u00a0 HE FOUND IT!!!!\u00a0 He is actually still working on it, but we are hopeful that he will be able to recover my pictures and videos, and I honestly have no idea how!\u00a0 I have no idea how they got on the computer, and I have no idea how he found them.<\/p>\n

I do <\/em>know that I have learned a very important lesson, and I am forever grateful that I have those videos and pictures back.<\/p>\n

My plan of action:<\/p>\n

I am going to put my phone down.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a>However painful it is, I am not RE-loading houzz, Pinterest, and WWF back on my phone.\u00a0 I do still have Facebook on my phone because I have no contacts and no email, so it is my way of communicating with many people at this time.\u00a0 Yes, I am very good at justifying things!\u00a0 However, if there is a little maniac standing beside me saying “Mama!\u00a0 Mama!\u00a0 Mama!\u00a0 Mama!” I know now to make that little maniac a higher priority than status updates of people I haven’t seen in 15 years!<\/p>\n

I want to be a good example to my children.\u00a0 I want to value them and let them know that I love them more than my iPhone!\u00a0 I want to put the phone down and spend time with the real lives the Lord has put in my presence…that NEED me!<\/p>\n

Join me!\u00a0 Put your phone down and join me!<\/p>\n

Have a wonderful phone free weekend! :)<\/p>\n

-kate<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/h1>\n

“A man who remains stiff-necked after many rebukes will suddenly be destroyed – without remedy” \u00a0 -Prov 29:1 NIV<\/em><\/p>\n

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